to the STARS and back.

2003-08-20T20:48:00.000+08:00

Rainy Tuesday
i'm glad i went out this tuesday. :) great day. :) i even pissed katz off coz i would reply late to her about SC stuff. hahaha. but she apologized about that today, she realized i was into something more important. hahaha.

finding nemo.. is... really a cutesy movie. ;)

finally, i passed my acet form. :)anyone... September 13, AM, ROOM 27, HS? baka meron.

20/2003
today was an okay day. even though i slept at 2am, i managed to get up and NOT be late. it was cool, kahit 10 mins to 7 ako umalis ng bahay, i still wasn't late. thank god. :)

classes went by like a breeze. it was fun answering physics problems... pero inaatake pa rin ako ng carelessness ko minsan. math quiz was alright.. i was shaking the last ten minutes of it. hahaha. i think i finally overcame my math phobia with that quiz.. oh well.

:)
SC stuff's good so far. things pretty much are organized... and kri, give me a copy of the manual please? thanks! wellll.. fine, the "news flush" announcement was CORNY. so as its name so what do you expect. hehehe. anyway i'm glad things are working out so far. SC meeting was very productive... at marami ding ka-ewanan. And...

ANG SARAP NG CHEESE POPCORN! yum.yum.yum.

2003-08-19T00:48:00.000+08:00

hi journal.

i don't really get it why i write to you. maybe reading you after i post my entry makes me feel that my life is a bit interesting. interesting enough to write about.. or interesting enough to be posted for people to see. maybe. but im the only one calling my life interesting.

well, when i didn't have you. i had less insecurities... yet, i think gained a bit of confidence too. okay, labo tanya.

i think a lot of people have watched "finding nemo" already. it's a popular cutesy movie.. i'd always hear my classmates say.. "awwww.. ang cute cute." and in fairness, migs can do a good impression of that surfer dude, crush (?). anyway, i also thought how weird this guy just thinking about what goes on in an aquarium in his dentist's office, could turn it into a million dollar, three years in the making, box office hit. wow. well, of course he has the means to make it happen. maybe, in the future, i'd make a movie about how i chop lizards' tails while they're on the wall. fascinating. im not making sense. omg.

oh. let's talk about college.

acet for one is fast approaching.. and, i havent passed my acet form. i'm done with the essay, and i should be. what sucks about it is.. it's too.. dramatic. pweh. god, save the drama queen. well, my mom just had to read it. she said it was good. sana.

and.. my dad.. well, he keeps on telling me to be a lawyer. i must admit, i would want that too.. if i was 6 years old. still, im open to the idea. in fact, most of my course choices are pre-law. and he wants me to be a congresswoman too. kaya sabi ko sa tatay ko, mag-aartista na lang ako. tapos, pagsikat na ko, pwede na rin akong mag-congresswoman. sabi ko pa naman ayaw ko ng politika, nag pol sci 2nd choice pa rin ako. labo.

now, let's picture myself in college. *shweeeeeeng*

UP: i'll probably be the same workaholic girl.. but with less work. masbihasa sa salitang pilipino.. at may kaklase akong muslim na mahilig tumungga ng gatas. mahal ko ang pilipinas at imbis na pula, panay maroon na ang t-shirt ko. tapos, yung propesor ko kamukha ng tito kong henyo. hindi na adventure kasi araw araw na kong sumasakay ng jeep. mayroon na rin akong punong nakapangalan sa akin. tska... naghihintay ako ng sundo ko.

ATENEO: Migs, Mandi and I will have luch together.Didang on her way because Rj's still gonna pick her up in a while. I should have my own bench by then and my friends coming from Miriam mostly. Student Org work isnt as demanding and i'll probably spend time walking around.. being one with nature. I'll have more blue shirts than ever. And ate, will be nagging me all the time. And.. i'll be waiting for him to finish his 3:00pm class.

foreign service is cool... too cool.. its gonna take a long long long long long long time for me to get where i want to be. damn..

tanya, make it happen.

2003-08-13T20:21:00.000+08:00

Okay... Okay...

The Awaited KAFE Gig
This I had to argue with my Mom. But thank God things worked out. I Though she'd never talk to me again coz I was such a brat about it. Well, not a brat.. Pero mapilit. Went there a bit pass 6 pm just after my dentist appoinment. Dentist hurt for a moment with the pulling and the twisting they were doing on my braces. Aaaack. I was kinda OP at first since the girls were in Gayuma, at dahil malamang PDA festival dun, talo na kami. Hahaha. Pero okay lang, coz as Migs put itâ€¦ Private Display of Affection talaga kami. Haha. Sorry, I donâ€™t think I should be really talking about this. Haha. Anyway, when I kinda convinced Ry to come with me to Gayuma to follow, they were gone. SO...OKAY. Anyway, I needed and wanted that time alone with himâ€¦ I donâ€™t know if he did.

Cool kasi, andun siya. Atâ€¦ I finally met Fatima. She knows how to hug. Hehehe. Concert was cool, naabutan ko pa ang Sponge at Boy Elroy. Haha, may pagka pathetic pa rin nga lang. Hahaha.

The PAD
I went to white plains and stayed at a church couple's place. Damn. It was niceâ€¦ Imagination did wonders to the place. Astig lang. :) Ateneo won over La Salle. Yay!

Huhuhuâ€¦
I'm vomitting whatever I eat since Sunday. That's not good. Still, I went to school feeling that I could collapse any minute. Puchaâ€¦ I was feeling very sick. No wonder my speech sucked. Damn it. Argh. I liked my outfit though. Wahaha. I'd like to thank my sister for that preppy ensemble. Haha. Good thing about that day was when Japanese teachers who observed our class interviewed us. I had to put on a smile, and a little forcing brought out a real one through its course. It was fun and very interesting. Now I really want the UN. More interesting people there. ;) Japanese people are Cute. Adult Japanese people are cuter. Haha. I sound like a perv. Eeeek.

When my parents caught me crying about the pain, they scolded me for still going to school and told me that I can't for the next day. So yeahâ€¦ Okay lang. I didnâ€™t have to miss anything. Just boring orientations to different colleges. Basta ako, Im praying hard that I get into UPâ€¦ (like everyone else). Pero, course

BACK TO SCHOOL

It was nice to be back. :) I got most of my exams results. Yun. Hmmm... I missed school and I was glad to be back. Migs just gave me the warmest greeting and that made the day a good one. *shucks, awabshu pare* Hmmm.. First thing was our class picture taking. If I didn't go to school I wouldve missed it. I wore my oh-this-is-so-tanya pj's with a red sando. I changed over at the SC room and Mrs. Angeles saw me through the window, well, who wouldnâ€™t! It didnâ€™t have curtains still I undressed deliberately. Hahaha. :) It was fun.. Although.. The barkada pic hit me.. I arose a NOMAD as usual. NO biggie. I must admit, I've isolated myself from some time now. I find the alone time.. Good. Yet, it's still lonely. As I said to myself before, I have friendsâ€¦ not just the kind that'll keep me.

SC meeting was fun. :) I felt that people were starting to gel and I'd like that for my team. And we just have the coolest directory. Thanks Moppet. :) The Pizza was greatâ€¦ I can finally eat. Im afraid I might really have ulcer so I better eat a lot. I appreciate, most especially mommy Katz who monitors my eating in school. Kaya, kung may pagkain kayo diyan, bigyan niyo ko. Hahahaha! Tactic. :)

My new seat is interesting. Mandi's on my right, Bogs at my left, frontmate is Riva andâ€¦ My backmate well, is My. Dimensional Diversity. :) Analyze, you'll get what I mean. :)

Dismissal time was fun too. Spent a few minutes with Pauline and Co. plus Krsielda. It was fun talking to teachers about the Fair and convincing them to head a committee. I'm really excited about it. It isnt just the biggest event the SC has to handleâ€¦ It's our biggest challenge! But man, I WANT THE BEST FAIR EVER. And oh, I talked with that Angelica girl Migs really hated. She's pesky.. I mean, PERKY. Tska, ang lakas ng loob. She just approached our group and said, "Meron kayong cellphone? Patext." Haha. OKAY! Hehehe. :)

Damnâ€¦ I still have to make an essay for Philo. DAMN. Oh well.

So there. :)

2003-07-18T00:16:00.000+08:00

grrrrrrrrrr..........

2003-07-17T04:39:00.000+08:00

i hope this works